18 March 2016, by We Are Family (299 views)I recently met a beautiful and totally delightful 11-year-old girl who at the age of 10 - after a long and very difficult struggle - had finally managed to make her parents realise and accept that the male body she was born into was wrong and that she was indeed female.The parents shared with me the terrible time they had coming to terms with this reality and how they now realise that they had seriously failed the child that they loved so very much for so long because of their own ignorance and prejudice.They explained that their resistance to accept the truth had caused the daughter so much unhappiness and distress and that it had resulted in her becoming ill and developing stress-related alopecia and then how it had simply gone away once they listened to her and allowed her to be the person she knew herself to be.As a parent this conversation touched me greatly. And as a parent of a child whose genes I do not share maybe even more so. It made me realise the huge responsibility we have to listen to our children and to respect that they have a voice, to comprehend that they may not be the 'mini-mes' we want them to be, nor the people we expect them to be and, most importantly, that it just can't matter.Whoever they are and whatever they are is a fact. We can teach them to understand and appreciate social mores and expectations and we can equip them to be the best they can possibly be within the framework that society lays down, but we can't stop them being who they truly are. And even if we could, what on earth right would we have to do so?We can educate our children to understand and appreciate our lives and the way we live them, but we can't change their being to suit us, to suit our extended family, to suit our friends, our neighbours, our religion. Maybe we can influence them, maybe we can bully them into our ideals, or to meet our expectations or our beliefs, but does that change the people who they truly are? Or does it just result in them hiding their true selves to meet our selfishness, potentially confusing them and no doubt making them hugely unhappy in the process?I wonder how many of us parents can look back at how we were brought up - and what we inevitably bring into our own parenting to some degree - and recognise just how strongly we were expected to live up to our parents’ expectations and how wrong that was for us.I for one wish that I had been able to stand up for myself and say - 'NO, listen to ME. That is NOT me, that is NOT what I want and that is NOT who I am' - but as a child I was never given that chance, was simply chastised for trying to be true to myself and made to feel guilty for disappointing my parents’ impossible expectations.Of course we have to make sure our children know right from wrong; we have to make sure that they are good citizens who abide by the law and respect others as they would wish to be respected. It is our responsibility to arm them well to take their place in the adult world, but surely only as the adults that they know themselves to be.I now look back and realise that over the years I have been around a number of parents who I think did wrong by their child/children by forcing their own 'needs' or their own agenda upon them. That has left me as a parent wondering if I will be able to hear my children when they need me to, if I will really listen to them when confronted with something that I would struggle with or simply does not suit my expectations.I certainly hope that I can and if required: I truly hope that I do. Of course for their sakes - but equally for mine.P.S. I guess it is not going to be as easy as I had hoped it would be. A short time after writing this, I was having a conversation with a parent about their child (who has been privately educated) not wanting to go on into further education, and I found myself saying, “Well of course he has to go to university. The investment you have made has been huge and what will his future hold without a degree?”. To which I was quite rightly told “I know my child and he is not remotely academic. This is not about money; it is about him knowing himself and about me respecting that”.
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