A Simple Equation
05 May 2017, by We Are Family (198 views)
I was at an adoption prep group recently talking as an established adopter and mentioned that even after being placed with us for 3 years our youngest son still clearly struggles with the turmoil of his past, I said that we frequently suffer the consequences of that in his difficult behaviour and how tough we were still finding it. A social worker paused me for a moment, asked how old my son was and said to the group -
'This sounds quite typical and is to be expected, there is a very rough guide that we use which is the age of the child when they come to you representing in years how long it will take before they are likely to fully settle'
IF this had been said during our prep course or any time during our adoption process we had both forgotten it and hearing it now was wonderfully reassuring.
For a large part of the time our son has been with us we have been waiting - and worse still expecting - for there to be a very obvious and significant improvement in his behaviour, waiting for the signs that he had indeed settled and that he had let go of his hurt and anguish and that he had embraced the love and more importantly the security he now had in our family.
And we have been worried, sometimes very worried that we could not see definite signs that we were close to being there or indeed - on some days - that we were on a path leading there at all.
We do know that things are better, there are of course unquestionable signs of improvement, but we were not sure if some of that is just maturity - regardless we still feel that we are a long way from things being easily manageable.
But now we know better.
Now we know that we have been harbouring unrealistic expectations and that we are still likely to be a way off him being fully settled and his behaviour reflecting that.
You know? Being aware of that helps tremendously. It helps us to relax and helps us accept the behaviour so much more readily - and that's a huge positive for our parenting and for our family.
Amazingly this blog has been sitting around unfinished for almost 2 years and our son has in fact now been with us for almost 5 years - his age when he joined us.
So is the equation right?
Well we still deal with difficult behaviour so I could instinctively say NO, but in fact would not be true.
The behaviour we struggled with is now quite rare and there is no question that there is a huge change in him, in fact I do think it's clear to see that he has very gradually settled into his new life and indeed continues to do so. I would say without question that he is far more secure in our family than he was when I started the blog originally and the difficulties we face today are more to do with his diagnoses of reactive attachment disorder, which we have learnt to deal with therapeutically and which has resulted in far more calm for all of us.
What we have learnt is that there are no short cuts and that as adoptive parents we have to embrace the difficulties for what they are and to allow time to heal the scars that our children arrive with, we have to give them time and we need to have realistic expectations along the way - and trust me it's worth every bit of effort that takes.
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